Cold midnight breeze filled my head and my heart once.
That at 11PM sharp, a night could still be young.
Never once was a raindrop fell on my forehead.
I loved the rain! but the rain was like your love,
Never once it came.
Regrets? I have countless ones.
But you will never be one of them.
For a moment there, you made me believe.
You made me trust in magic.
That there was a cure to a heart that will never learn to love again.
That there was a life ahead of loneliness.
And that there was a rainbow after a tragic old movie.
How did we ever got this deep?
Did I let you on something to keep?
I was sure there was no love to reap.
But there was one simple rule I did not try to keep.
So my heart went into a trip.
And never did it came back whole and heed
That right now, it’s still trying not to bleed.
I don’t know why I keep getting shattered
It’s not as if I keep my love scattered
Then it came to me like thunder on a summer day,
You were always there ready to stay.
Every night you show up so steady
Got my heart burning bloody mary
That even up to this day,
I still have to wonder why we never made it to May.
I’m gonna let this go one day.
And I’ve been praying for months for that ‘one day’
Out of curiousity, I whisper your name,
Just to check if it still hurts the same,
And just if I’m about to,
It’s already torn in two.
My heart will definitely always feel something for you,
Right now might be colors of blue..
Because its still aching for choosing you.
