It was faster than the blink of an eye,
Its still terrifying up to this day that I wanna cry..
Was it really true that he said goodbye?
Or was I deceived by my own eyes?
I filtered his memories with blue,
Changing his position in my life does something too,
It made me realize even more
That he never ever loved me for sure..
Now that I am certain with things that I was confused,
I have to close my eyes and gather up my goods,
Pray to God that whatever happened in the past,
May his ‘said-good intention’ would last..
I had to drive back and fort
To all the lanes we’ve been too good
That a fries and a burger is the best
But getting him to laugh makes me rest
And that when my mind clouds memories of him,
My heart aches even more as I see his memory gleam..
This is it, this has to be goodbye,
This has to be that one drop of olive eye,
That hanging by a thread feeling
Will never be my only chance in winning
The heart of the next guy that would try to keep me falling..
My sadness was even longer than our times together,
Maybe we did have infinity that September.
It may have been already over in May..
But nothing was said what happened on that very March day.
All was surreal and incredible,
I was and very gullible,
I hope to find these lessons usable
That shattering my heart to pieces
And making you all the reasom of my madness
Is still worth one shot to try these heart with patches.
