My soul walk these halls
searching for justice
but only corpse
lay beside me.
Reminding me of the death
that trapped me within these walls.
How can i be so foolish
to think i can come up
from a fall.
That shattered my heart
and caused me to walk within the dark.
Unseen, unknown like i never existed.
I wonder when we see eye to eye,
do you see me or see right throw me.
When you reach for me,
can i feel your touch
because lately
i felt like i’m unreachable.
Hidden from the world
watching the bee’s and birds fly
like they have an answer to speak for,
when mines went out the door.
I always felt like i was died,
pretending like i’m alive
when so many times death crossed my path.
Hunting me that i set in the dark with my eyes open.
searching that there will be light
but only black to see like i’m stuck and space.
While time is acting so kind,
that my age remind youthful
but no one can see my beauty.
No one can see me at all.
I hide in shadows beneath the walls,
watchin, waiting for a moment of hope.
That i can step back into the living
and throw the sky’s dancing in the wind.
To sing the song the birds and bee’s.
I am free and I am here
but i’m no bired that’s caged
nor a bee.
A human shadow that’s restricted to rules.
Living in the shadow world,
that at 12 of midnight
i’m back fighting to get throw these walls
but just like a voice that’s traped within a glass
only the inside will hear,
so i’ll never reach another soul
because my fighting will not ever last.
Peace will not be within me
because life was taken from the
and i’m force to live this black shadow life
and reminded everyday that i have died,
and never gotten the chance to live over,
and over again,
time shows no connection of ever giving it back to me,
so i lay and accept the faith that was giving any way.
An unfinished life dressed in black behind these walls.
