A pool of darkness and where do I stand
No expectation for your outreached hand
I know your absence should be no surprise
Yet excuses come easy, much like your lies
I wont hold my breath that you’ll honor your vow
In sickness and in health must not apply to us now
But when it was you who needed that hand
I gave it unwavering and without any demand
I stood by your side and I watched when you cried
Knowing that with each tear a part of me died
Because seeing you in such a vulnerable state
Meant the loaning of my shoulder must have been fate
Because with your tears I’d have given my soul
To make sure the pieces would soon become whole
And the damaged and broken man that I could see
Wouldn’t suffer any longer because now he had me
But I never got back that same unconditional emotion
I was never good enough for that infinite devotion
My hard time just made me harder to love
It made me look smaller as you towered above
My flaws empowered your tears to fade away
Because they could be used in the game you now play
Now I could be blamed for everything falling apart
And now you weren’t the weak one back at the start
The blame you once held as you broke in front of me
Was simply the illusion that was caused because of me
So now I will bare the blame of our fall
And ill accept being small as you’re seen walking tall
But one fact I will swear by when push comes to shove
I am the only one who sacrificed all my love
