And once again, it started
His number pops up in my screen,
My stomach turns, my knees get weak
His voice gets my attention
His lips, his body, his eyes
They all get me again and again I fall for it
His words always sound so good, he knows
What to say for me to later on regret it all
The memories we had come alive and I’m
Thinking, how do we get back to this all the time?
Although there’s someone in my life somewhat I
Can’t get over this it’s so sick, but damn, it
Feels so good. As I see myself fall for it,
Giving in once again, I think on the back of my mind,
“This isn’t right, back away, he’s going to hurt you.”
I can’t get away, it’s so hard I pray to god to help me,
He knows I try so hard, he’s like nicotine he’s bad but
Feels so good, no other man can do what he does to me
Whether it’s good or bad I love it and I know he’s going to
Leave but I try not to think about it, I want him here I want us here
In this moment and just never leave, I want to live like this forever
He’s a drug, the pain feels so good somehow; but then again
Reality hits he’s no good his kisses are like poison why do I want this?
His touch is simply amazing no way to describe what he does
To me and when he looks at me, oh my god just don’t stop
Let me look in them eyes forever, I don’t need nobody
Else I stare at his body over me but then I do, yes I do,
Of course I do, remember he’s nicotine you can get
Over it and rehabilitate from this, this lust won’t do
Me good although; you do me good when it happens. I say
I’m going to leave, I will, but I cant.
