We got a love that is hopeless,
A kind that makes us both restless,
Thinking of the people we might hurt if we do this,
I just don’t have no choice but to shed tears..
I’m happy when I’m with you,
Are you too? Or I just assume that you do?
What do I have to do to stop this madness?
Because if we keep doing this, it’ll end in sadness.
Since that night, I cannot stop wishing,
I wish its me, it’s still me that you want,
And me that you wanna have.
But I can’t do that. I know I can’t.
I haven’t been with anyone because I’m scared,
Scared it wouldn’t be worth the pain,
I feared to cry every night of being jealous,
But right now that you’re not mine,
And I really want to belong to you,
I’m hurting more than ever.
Even more if I could’ve been just braver.
So far, I can’t love someone like this,
I’m too honest with myself when I’m with you,
And I’d love to hate it when you make me happy
Because the more that I do,
I regret more that night, not texting you.
I wish I could just shout your name and tell you I love you,
I wish you can hear it without me kidding aside,
I wish its me you’re dreaming about,
I wish its me you think in the night,
I wish I’m enough.
I wish you can hear the sincerity I put on,
I wish you can see the regret behind my laughter,
I wish you can feel the pain in my heart,
The kind of pain that I wish you’re mine
Because…
