There comes in a time in your life when you have to choose. Choose between what your heart says and what your brains stops you from doing. When such a time comes, there are only two outcomes, either you will be left hurting, left broken, fallen without anyone there to catch you. Or you will be the luckiest person living because all that you wanted is yours now. So appreciate it and do not ever take it for granted, respect it always and try to never let it go.
Life is funny! It keeps playing cold games every now and then. You think you have control over things and you have everything you ever wanted and with the blink of an eye takes everything away.
I was always told that everyone goes through one heart burn, get their hearts broken once in a lifetime. I have been been broken once and am on the verge of been broken again. And the irony is, I cannot do anythign about it. That is how life is. That is how love is. I knew it the first time and I know it now but could not anything about it. The heart does what it has to do. Does not listen, does not learn and efinitely does not give up.
No one will ever kow what I have gone through and no one should ever go through what I have. So helpless, so hopeless, so bitter and bruised, so broken and abused. There is so much inside me that I want to say, so much deep down that I want to get out, but I cannot. All you can do is cry out everything, each night before going to bed. With a hope that with time you get the courage to face what is coming your way. Because time does not heal you, it just waits for you to get up on your feet again!
