I’d like to think I’m the brave one
Not because I was the one who fell and stood up
But because I didn’t know how much pain it will cause me
To the point that I might lose all of me
And nothing will be left but the shadow of yesterdays I used to be.
Thank God for the words “moving on”
Thanks for Brian McNight’s screaming broken hearted songs
Thanks for Olaf for thinking Anna was worth melting for
Thanks for black coffee that was the only constant staying strong.
And thank you, for leading me on.
I wish to forget how funny that motor sounds.
How the planes at night would look like shooting stars.
How cold the cement was as your kisses were
And how familiar you became to me.
Lying everynight in bed was the hardest.
I had to think how sleepless they were
Had to redo my daily routine
That now, I never had to forget you wake up earliest in the morning.
That green shirt you wore was the only thing I saw that sunrise,
I was blinded by the sunlight,
I had then eyes for the bread
But your eyes was on me and I wonder what was on your head.
Life happened when you came,
Reality slapped when you left,
Pain comes every now and then
And torture never ends everytime there was you
That now I realized how deeply I fell in love with you.