Brokeniety
When you’re broken giving you anxiety
Brokeniety
Scared of the pain
Not because it hurts
Because I used to love it so much
Feeling is hard
Pain is no game
I learned it from compassion
And it won’t go away
I avoid it for myself
But I now cry in order to help
The only way I know how to
My passion grasps to the feelings you can’t feel
Let me feel what you don’t know how to
Let me feel your heart
Feel the beat so deep
Let’s breathe
Just breathe
Let me hold you tighter than you’ve ever been held
The panic the chaos it’s valid
Let me panic in chaos with you
You’re not alone
You’re not feeling this alone
I’m here
I will be here until it’s over
But the until is irrelevant
“Until” is not the end of my love
Love is forever
Ill be here for forever
When you can’t stand because the ghost of the past takes you to the floor
Ill be your crutch
Lean grasp fall
Let me take it all
Can we be scared together?
Can we understand we don’t understand?
Together
Lose control of your emotions
Darkness is taking over
Absorbing your soul your breath the beat of your heart
Going through the process of destruction
Self-destruction
Where does it end how did it start
Are you your own worst enemy
Are you hiding from the control you want
Are you unsure of the strength you hold
Are you scared to play the game
Or scared to Overcome?
Maybe Comfort and uncomfortability can coincide
You find the place inside that tears you apart that brings you back to life
When numb your golden
But when feeling you’re broken
The cross between close and gross will never be the same
Good days
Bad days
Unsure of uncertainty
Cruising through with what you want to be
But the ride ends and you crash
There are pieces everywhere
Pieces you’ve never seen before
Ill be there to put the puzzle back together
Let me feel what you don’t know how to
Let me feel your heart
Feel the beat so deep
Let’s breathe
Just breathe