“I want you to stop impressing me,
Stop making yourself look so good to me,
I just want you to be honest with yourself
And stop hurting me.”
There are things that are better left unsaid,
But I’m telling you,
There are things also that you should have said.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to that Sunday,
When everything was simple and just as it should be,
That morning that I already decided not to,
But the world was screaming that I deserve to be happy too.
I kept faking that I don’t like the given situation,
I look back and fort so I could see who’s in and don’t,
Everyone around was cheering and saying its great,
I wish I could have consulted fate.
I armored myself of songs so I wouldn’t fall on the trap,
But the one I listened to seems like the greatest track,
Of good love and how bad loving can be,
That at the end of the day of pain,
That person is still and will always stay the same,
The one who’ll have your last name.
I smell every fascinating thoughts of you when I’m behind you,
I feel so protected knowing you’re infront ready for anything
that will be thrown to us.
I feel like anytime sadness will drown us
That’s why you fill me with happiness pushed down inside
So nothing above can leave us behind.
Days pass and I feel the strong will to surrender,
I know I can’t be that tender,
But I would love to remember,
Every stupid words I said after,
Thay one day, maybe we’ll end in an altar.
This seemed like worst than ever,
How can I make someone so good to be bad again?
What power do I have over someone?
All my life I have never been in a back up plan.
When can be the time that I must love freely?
Can that one day happen to me?
There’s only this nightmare for me to see,
A person who loves someone so much,
His love pours out a little
That I caught every drop to the spinning bottle. 🙁
