Your Side Effect
Your hand on a steering wheel and the other on my hand,
The road’s wide and clear feels like a dream,
Wind feels like there’s freedom ahead of us,
And I wish this trip will never stop.
Chasing cars and dusting pavements,
Is this love? Is this commitment?
Looking at you and back to the road,
Is this where we really be should?
Half the time I stare at you,
Not because you’re attractive,
Not because I want you to get distracted,
But because it feels like there’s forever with you
And when I don’t, I can’t seem to unlove you.
I’m so happy, so genuinely happy.
So happy I’m so scared really,
I think I’m going crazy.
Please tell me that you atleast love me.
If one day we have to stop,
I’m never going back,
To all those memories and pictures we have,
Not so I could forget and regret you,
But so I could love you even more
Even if everything is a dream and not so sure.
What we have right now is a figure of tomorrow,
A lie we might end up in sorrow.
A time chiseled in horor,
A devastating situation we only barrowed,
And the happiness we have to seal in a marrow.
I lie to myself that I’m not sad,
I pretend I’m not affected,
I wish you could see me isolated,
But I can’t let you be affected,
I know I can’t, because I love you
And that’s all I can do.
