Eternity existed because you failed to have me forever,
Fairy tales grew mad because you made all my dreams come true,
Turning all my ‘what ifs’ into something ‘why not’ to do.
You’re by far my great adventure,
You taught me of how life bicker us and eventually mold us,
You never gave up on the ruthless endeavor I put you to,
And you proved me wrong of how there’s nothing left,
Who’s gonna love me beyond my principles.
I’ve been telling you for how many times
That I never knew love like this before,
And you never grew tired
Of showing me love everyday more and more.
I was scared to love you back because of our distance,
I’m scared that you might find someone worthy of your time,
That someone might make you laugh more than I could,
That somebody else might do you even good,
That maybe a person will woe you so hard,
You might forget me.
I realized I can never live with fear,
That I can’t make you the center of my happiness,
That in order to have peace and joy,
I should love you like there’s no tomorrow
But most especially to love myself even more.
Embracing all the fears that comes right through my head,
Accepting the fact that we are far apart,
Despite the jealous thing going and rumors that are running,
I should never put out trusting you, in us,
And believe that one day,
All those things that we said under the moon,
All the promises we made in bed,
Will be possible because we both work through.
And also,
I can’t stop loving you.
