My heart once whispered your name,
To my horror, I trembled and I got tamed.
Then I heard you calling me sweetly,
Because that was my heart wants exactly.
Sometimes I fail to see why I have to get over you,
I will always see you,
I will always get reminded of you
And you will never see me still loving you
Then the water gets unclear.
Then now I see you with her,
How she cares for you,
How much you tell her you love her
and how much my heart sounds like a thin can thrown in the dark..
I often close my eyes just to check if I’m dreaming,
If I’m only having a bad dream
Maybe a squeeze will wake me,
Maybe a little slap could grind me
But this ‘maybes’ will kill me..
I’m wide awake, I can see but I’m blind,
I can hear but I choose to be deaf,
I can yell but I choose to be mute
I can walk away but all I do is get to you
I can lie that I don’t love you
But my heart will bleed and my death will be because of you.
The loudest sound that my heart made,
Was the time I thought to trade,
My future, my dreams and my goals
To be all you and all yours
I was fluttering and I never saw you withering
I was falling in love, what could I do?
Thug, thug, thug, thug.
That’s all it do.
Until you said you didn’t feel the same way I do,
I heard my heart falling into crash
That sounded exactly like a water splash.
