Thread…
Opened my mind and sewed my heart shut
Looked through my flesh you see every cut
Lay awake at night; just the darkness & I
Wondering why do I even try
Try to escape
Escape, the memory of you touching me
Opened my heart and closed my mind
Wondering what I would find
Seeing all the tears that I bleed
Asking myself where is the love that I need
For years I tried to pretend
Pretend it never happened
For years I tried to forget
I asked for grace
To forget your face
Forget the sin
That you drowned me in
The rain was a mirror
of the pain
No matter how many times I cried
The pain would never subside
Wondering If I would ever escape
So I thread the memories inside my brain
Secluding the oxygen
To erase the darkness
Closing my eyes
It felt like all lies
Then suddenly I felt nothing
Till the morning time
Until you cut the line
From my mind to my heart & I realized
It would never be light; as long you were apart of me
K.M.P
