Scared

When I’m wearing an all black suit during the day

Something is wrong

When you’re gone forever

Something is wrong

 

Some call it stupid

Others call it selfish

I call it brave

 

You knew there was no future

You knew it was the right time

And were brave enough to act

 

I’ve always wondered what it was like

On the dark side of the moon

But now its one lost soul

 

I wonder what drove you crazy

Could I have helped?

Now I’m going crazy

 

I should have been there for you

I want to hold your crying eyes

Remind you that you have me

 

Some days I want to go there with you

I know that I will be happier

But I am a coward

 

I want to get high with you

Talk about life

Tell me your problems

 

The weeping mother scares me

What will mom do when I go?

Will the loneliness get to her?

 

I worry about Nick

His life without me

But he’s too strong

 

The rope is around my neck

I stand atop of the chair

It jiggles

But I can’t jump

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