I remember being full of emotion
Before my whole world turned inside out, set into a new motion
Back then i knew how to be happy to true sense with a devotion
Then i didn’t really care about all the commotion
Back then i thought nothing could tear me apart
But that all changed when the truth punctured me like a dart
My heart felt betrayed my mind wondered why, reality seeming not to play its part
But then i learned the real truth which hit my hard in the heart
My emotions blackened my emotions shown mostly fake
I thought to myself what more can my true family take
I had tears to shed but they ran out when my body stopped its shake
The times have been rough and challenges hit hard life seemed ruined thanks to a snake
But then my Mom said we have each other so we still have a chance
I thought she was right so i gave her an understanding glance
We started putting pieces together again making a advance
We survived my family and I and we started to enhance
My family started to move forward but i still needed time
Of course i never told my mom all the things that chime
In my head i kept locked, expressing my emotions in rhyme
I soon also started to move forward to make a climb
But as i moved forward,certain emotions stayed dark
I ignore the feelings that come from the name Clarke
But eventually the anger arose now and again into a explosive arc
I hope one day i can gain some emotion back into my spark
But today i see the world as it truly is and i trust only those who earned that right
And i find most of my comfort with the starry sky during the night
The friends i kept with me always made me so bright
I know those friends i can surely keep for years in my sight
These few years have changed me so much looking back i barely know who i am
But at least now all my memories with the Clarke family were all that bad to keep in my heart