I Love You

I’m afraid to say I love you.

Not because if rejection,

You all ready love me.

You’ve said it before.

 

Once, but it was enough.

I thre away the note,

Only becuase I was afriad.

Of you.

 

But no.

I’m afraid to say I love you.

In case I mean it.

In case I fell.

 

That would be ridiculous.

Slightly impossible.

It’s not going to happen,

Becuase I will not say I love you.

 

I’ve said it before,

Love is unwanted.

It’s heartbreak.

I wasn’t going to love anyone.

 

I belive I’m unlovable,

But you’ve said it.

You said you love me.

It was a lie, wasn’t it?

 

I was in pain,

You came to my rescue,

Trying to be the unwanted hero.

But I still wanted you.

 

But never,

Never!

Will I say I love you.

I won’t fall.

 

In falling,

I would only hurt you.

Break you.

Becuase I won’t be able to love you back.

 

I won’t be loved!

I’ve screamed it,

I’ce cried it,

I want it to be true!

 

I’m trying to send you a message.

Please!

Listien!

Hear me!

I’m trying to save you!

I’ve tried this before,

But you came back.

You saved me!

 

So please,

Please!

Save me

From falling.

 

I will not say I love you.

I’m afraid that one day

I will wake up,

And It’ll be true.