The most painful lie I must have told you was,
“I’m happy for the both of you”
I’m still trying to let go of all the things
That is not meant to be mine..
But I wanna let you go.
I wanna let you go.
Please let go. Let me go.
I’m not strong enough to be weak..
Because I’m not strong enough to accept and to know that
There’s no one who will catch me when my knees grow weak.
“Can we still be friends?”
Never in my wildest dream you’d say that to me.
Not once that those words came to mind.
All that is a nightmare in the climb.
And stop torturing me with all that’s happening in your mind.
If today I have to realize something,
It’s gonna be that no one changes over night.
Promises are meant to be broken,
Hearts will always get torn,
And that first love will always get outgrown.
Guard your heart with all your might,
But if someone got in,
Don’t lock your heart.
Let that person go out.
He must always feel free to love you back.
Because if you do love someone
Even if loving means to set him free,
You have to do it even when the mind and heart doesn’t agree.
I wanna thank you for all the things you did for me.
For making me realize how strong I am
How I’m capable of loving someone I forgot who I am,
I will never forget nor regret you.
Because for one point in my life,
You’re the exact person I wanted to happen in my life.
