How can something so broken be fix. I have a tool box but where do I start. My heart is so broken every tool I have wont help. Its been lied to, Its been stepped on, Its been punched so many people then use it and gave back. Where is the glue I found a little piece but thats not all i need. I cant count how many nights I went to sleep crying because Its buried so deep. Its yelling and beating but can anybody hear it. Im looking for this one piece that say love where is my glasses so I can find it oh yeah I forgot they broken. I scream loud because Im broken hearted. I hear water running but how can I stop it what tool do i need. Its not a tool that i need its a shoulder that I need because I cant stop the tears. As a child I use to cry for my mother beause without her I wasnt complete. Its something that she got thats why I always need her with me. Love is so strong I try to be careful when I say it. I love hard I then spread it so much I forgot the meaning of love. The word heart is five letters how can something with so much meaning be broken in so many pieces. Like Brandy say and her song broken hearted lets start over how can I start over when I dont have all the pieces to this broken heart of mines. Like the song sung by Tasha Cobbs break every chain how can I break every chain when Im so weak from carrying everybody burdens. I heard the chains falling but are they my chains. I fought another piece trust. Where do I start do I start from friends turning they backs cause I dont know how to react from smoking weed or taking a shot ohh wait I didnt mean to say that. Trust is so powderful Its like putting a puzzle together with my eyes close. Im a good enough person to forgive you but not stupid enough to trust you. I then gave out so much trust I forgot how to spell it thats why I only trust and believe In one person and thats God without my God I dont think trust would be used and my vocabulary. Let me say it again broken hearted wait I see something strength the biggest piece to this broken heart of mines Its so big I never gave up the fight. I believe in someone who turned this broken heart into a heal heart. He showed me when you give out so much love that dont mean stop loving. Just step back show your love from a distance they will see it one day. The reason why trust have a big hold on you because you was trusting them and ignoring me. I believe him more no matter what obstacles he throw at me no matter what I will always over come it. He come first and everything all the things that wasnt like him I ask him to please heal this heart of mines that my father put back together and that it will never be broken again It takes two not just one ….BROKEN HEARTED
