How dare you say you’e sorry?
Even how many times you say it,
I can still feel the pain
And saying sorry doesn’t add up to the healing.
It may never be enough to you,
But I have given you everything that I had.
All that I once have.
So much for self discipline and all,
Why can’t you just be brave and end these all?
How many times do I have to see you
So you can say, you’re important to me?
How many times do I have to say yes
And take away that’s blocking my chest?
What is it really that’s preventing you from loving me?
Or do you even feel the same way ’bout me?
Am I not really that worthy?
It’s hard to be honest with you.
Because even if I say I love you,
It’s just vague words commonly said
When you feel like to.
And no matter how much I value that,
You will never love me like that.
I must wake up to this truth that’s killing me,
I must be brave to face you and tell you I do,
I really love you.
But its never, and will never be enough for you.
