I wonder how it feels,
To be so brave..
To be so fierce..
To be selfless..
To be taken care of..
I may appear too strong..
Like nothing’s ever gonna go wrong,
Like there’s no one out there I need,
That I don’t ever ever heed,
Clamouring for someone’s love
Then you came and my heart never stopped.
I’ve been searching for something deep,
Someone that wont make me sleep,
That if we fight I may bleed,
And that our relationship will always be like a seed,
One that will grow everyday,
Because we’re gonna water it with love day by day.
I might have to stop being so brave,
Not so I get weak and lean to him,
But so I could frightened enough
And entirely need him.
There’s no sun when he’s not texting yet,
No morning when he doesn’t call yet,
Not even close to a day if he’s not around
And then he just became my food chain,
Can’t eat, Can’t sleep kinda deal of pain.
If between us today wont work out,
I would never regret anything,
Not because all I felt was happiness
But because of all the pain that surrounds us
Yet we come out like wearing bullet proof vest
It’s painful but no traces of scar.
It’s not a question if I’m still gonna do it again,
Everything and all about him,
I’m more excited of when.
